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| wow -- im updating my xanga and not my livejournal for once!
summer is almost over ... im so distraught. at least i didnt do any summer homework! lol actually the reason why is beacause i may not be going back to wilson at all... mrs.burch was slack getting my course schedule back to my parents and i got stuck with some really shithouse classes so ma and dad are considering sending me to west instead. its not like i was planning all this though, i thought i was going to wilson until last week! but i really need to get in some art and theatre even if i want to go to the governor's school for 11th and 12th -- which i definetly do. and theres no way im going to be in IB so i dont see the point in trying to make up one class to get back in for one semester.
okay so thats the big news... other than that, ive been driving! i drove home from church this morning, the first time ive ever driven out on streets as opposed to around my neighborhood, it was very exciting :D
i finished the half blood prince the day after it came out, it was pretty good. it read just like fanfiction though lol *TONKS/REMUS 'SHIPPERS* so because i was a little off on some of the background information im re-reading the harry potter books starting at four, ive seen enough of movies one through three to last a lifetime so i would just rot trying to re-read those books aimed at children...
going to survivor with church next week, pretty worried. whatev.
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| IM SO GLAD ITS SUMMER. i mean i havent really done anything specifically summerish except maybe not going to school... lol all this past week ive been at church helping to set up for vacation bible school next week. i feel sort of awkward about helping out next week though... i didnt really get along with the chics doing the dances (that go along with the dvds which go along with the theme) -- they were all best friends...and they to go west florence...and theyre seniors...and theyre cheerleaders...and theyre BEAUTIFUL. so yeah i was pretty out of place. i was doing the dances with them for awhile but then when i went in late the day i got my teeth pulled and the anesthesia hadnt quite worn off, i tried doing the dances and like almost passed out. i was sooo dizzy and disoriented -- i went and sat down and started helping the guys paint and stayed with the guys the rest of the week! so yeah, im the loner. i dont do my hair // makeup // and i work in my pajammas and hang out with the guys. 's coo. lol
other than that, this year has been so confusing for me *small reflection time* lol at the beginning of the year i was promiscuious and would snog anyone i could get my hands on, and say things to my little sister, who loves and adores and looks up to me, i would never say! then once i started going to st.johns my life totally changed. now i help people as much as i can and like christian r&b and punk rock alot! haha plus im happier, i havent been this care-free since...i dunno probably since i started really having eyc at all saints' church. i feel like ive been re-born three times...which isnt totally horrible i guess lol the first time was when i was going to youth group at all saints' ... KB is probably the biggest factor in why i turned out so well -- he was was just the most fun, moral, person ive ever met -- millard is cool but KB was genuinely FUN. then outward bound was the second time i was "born-again" was when i went to outward bound. being around nature and connecting so deeply with such different people in a totally natural un-sexual, real environment was so amazing. and i learned to love myself then, even if it was only for a little while. i came back and i got into being careful what i put into my body and my state of health and inspiration. now going to youth group here at saint johns is the third time ive been re-born. the people are genuinely nice, and being around people who respect me for how i am and not for how i look or dress or put out or something is really refreshing. i wish i could go to cornerstone so bad...oh well.
*yawn* i just finished watching princess mononoke...i love that movie. its so cool. and hayao miyazaki is so amazing!! i loved spirited away too, but i think princess mononoke is still my favorite. im going to look up any other movies he has ... i used to watch alot of anime when i was younger but i dont know if any of it was by him. lol the reviews of the movie are pretty acurate -- they say its alot like star wars, which is pretty true. battles, a prince hero, visually stimulating, wooden dialogue, and a love story.
were getting a new driveway put in -- for all of you whove ever been over. liz named my driveway 'the rubble from hell' ... and it was pretty bad ... lol every single person who drove in and out of it looked really worried to be going over that craggy speed-bump we used to have. lol i dont blame them though -- it was pretty horrible.
going to go watch star wars episode one...even though im going to be forced to watch it again 'as a family' tonight when ma n dad get home. beast is still in florida, and will be until like ... for the next three weeks. shes staying with oma and opa and becoming absolutely vile. at least ive been remembering to feed her turtle :P ♥
ps. EYC PEOPLE: dang quesadilla party at millard's place friday at eight.
sadly...i cant go because i didnt check the calendar when i OK'd a babysittin gig next door. and i dont know how to babysit infants ANYWAY so that was pretty stupid of me... but yeah its not over until 9:30 so i really dont think ill be able to go. but you should! <3 | | |
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yeah...i should read up on those and see wtf that is.
this past week has been horrible. i got sick on sunday and my throat has been tight, my nose running, my head and body aching and ive had on and off fevers. dad was in raleigh so i had to run the house. i made beasts lunch, did the dishes, made all the meals, cleaned up after everyone, cared for ma etc etc...then dad mustve eaten toxic shit cause he comes home and hes like 'abby why dont you do the dishes tonight ... you havent done shit all week' then he grabs some ice-cream, heads to the other room to watch TV, and brings the fucking bowl back after ive drained the sink. fucking ass.
oma and opa just arrived around three today, i stayed up til five this morning cleaning...so i was too tired to pick a fight with oma about being stupid and racist. they leave sunday morning, so its not all bad...and theyre taking beast. actually, i could use her to keep me company all day. i think im going to be volunteering for vacation bible school at church this sunday through thursday...i have nothing else to do and sorta like volunteering. it keeps me busy. plus i really like kids...even though it doesnt seem like it. im going to look pretty silly when i have no idea how to read a bible though lol
yeah its freezing cold in here. dad has yet to rent princess mononoke for me...and ive been asking for weeks. ma and i went out on ... thursday ... to get groceries, but shes not supposed to be driving. so we brought our cell phones just in case we got in some shit. i went in, got the groceries, paid for it with her plastic *yes i know the pin now -- im so cool* then i went out to the car and it wouldnt start. ma totally killed the battery listening to the radio with the ac on. so we had this guy help us get a jump. meanwhile, beast was at home thinking we were there then she had this nightmare about the grudge and woke up screaming, and upon finding the house totally empty called me sobbing her face off. so yeah, OBVIOUSLY ma should not be driving, since she cant be responsible with it lol
omas taking me out around town tomorrow, she said she wants to take me to old navy to buy some clothes. i hate that store, the clothes are cheap, and im not getting up at no fucking nine to make her breakfast. hell no. so yeah -- night. ♥
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| havent updated. wasnt really going to either but i thought a post a day on livejournal was ample and that having two was excessive...so i have more to say and four other journals. i flunked geometry, and i dont think im going to get back into myp. i dont really see the point, i wasnt planning to go into ib anyway and if i retake geometry and make at least a B then yay id get into myp for one more semester just to get out in 11th. see, no point. i even e-mailed mrs.burch about it. okay, so autumn flunked a class and she gets to get back in but i flunk a class and i have to wait? oh hell no. and im not going to do my summer hw either -- im going to enjoy my summer, thanx. plus making good grades in tenth and having been in myp and taken a language will look good if i apply to be a foreign exchange student. which i thoroughly intend on doing.
summer has sucked so far. i went to a few parties but nothing worth mentioning. kevins was pretty fun but ma was in the emergency room so i have to say that took some of the fun out of the situation... she went in just before exams, so yeah that fucked my stress levels a little more. she came home last friday and has been bitching ever since. i swear i had surgery on my mouth when i couldnt eat for days and i felt like killing myself the entire time (i think the anesthesia had something to do wiht that) and i wasnt cranky at all. shes like 'get me everything i want' and she gives horrible directions. sorry, but if youre conscious with crutches i think you should be able to get you glasses on the table in the other room not sit there on your ass and yell for an hour until i have to come in off the deck from lifeguarding, make the kids sit on the porch, and wash off so i dont get tanning oil everywhere and get them which takes me 30 minutes and would take her 8 at most.
okay lol other than me being a bitch... nothing terribly exciting has happened. its been raining everyday since ma started going back to work so i was stuck in the house helping her when it was beautiful outside and now that i have free time i have to spend it inside. KILL ME. i saw star wars with trev like ... i dunno a few days ago. it was pretty good. the dialogue has always blown big penii but the action aspect was okay. liz lent me episode two last day of school and ive seen that about four times now...its not getting any better. shit there is nothing to DO in this houuuuse.
i think i might have lost one of my "new" best friends too. wed known eachother awhile but only just gotten to be close. they were great to talk to if i was having some issue and we had loads in common, but i guess we just became friends too late in the game. some stuff happened and we havent talked since -- if youre reading this i still wanna be friends, but if its too awkward for you i guess ill live..
liz came home a day or two ago from hilton head, i was gonna go with her but i had to go to this civinette thing since im an officer now. greaaat. i was the only frophmore there too. whatever, it was a good deed.
woke up at eleven, im going to go forage for food and entertainment. i hope something good is on comedy central... or i may watch clueless... whatever <3 | | |
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Congrats Losermobile! You scored 22 Conformity, 33 Pretentious, and 55 Stupid! | | Ugh, well you're a meathead. You pray at the morally and artistically bankrupt altar of mediocrity that goes by the euphamism of "Modern Rock". Admit it, you have Hybrid Theory somewhere in your collection don't you? It's nothing to be ashamed of. Well, yes it is. My advice is to hock half of your collection right now if you are ever to do better child. |  |
My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 28% on Conformity | | You scored higher than 14% on Pretentious | | You scored higher than 71% on Stupid |
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tomorrow's the last day of school.
yaaaaaay.
going to bed *le yaaaawn* later babes, have a great summer. | | |
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